Today will be another big turnkey of my life, and i don’t event bother how it will ends. Good result or Bad result will mean nothing to me. I tweet a short post, Play station is competing with Nintendo, Acer vs HP, iPhone vs Blackberry, and many more. I really live in the full of competition world. I know thats very natural way of our life to face competition everyday, however i wish somehow i just could stop all this horribles and just let me be with my own world. What’s my own world? That’s another easy question for me. I wish i don’t have to do anything!

That sentence come up in my mind. Let me do nothing.  No worry about what to eat today, tommorow. So silly isn’t it?

I’m just sick of competitions, betrayals, cheats, lies, fake-smiles, fake-attitudes, just to make everybody could survive in this competitive world. Could i just say loudly, i don;t wanna sell this things to you, i don’t need your money, i don’t need your shit, and i’m willing to receive the same attitude myself, at least people say it purely, honestly.. not another fake.

I hate my job, everyone in entire world will ever feel that way. Believe me.. EVERYONE in the world. Even President of America. But he is more mature then me, he could control his feeling better then i do, so it will not explode like i do now.

I need a new environment? new job? new friends? new neighbours? probably yes… I longin for a world without tears, pain, lies… full of honesty. O Lord, i’m just to naif..